rain

Why does walking in the rain feel so nice?

I remember one night a bunch of us were dolled up in our dresses and heels when it began to pour - with lightning, thunder, and crazy wind.  Most ladies tried to find shelter under some roof, while myself and a few others took off our heels and started running in the rain.  

Finding joy in the midst of chaos.  I love those simple things in life. :)

some things never change

I may not be the best person, but I do consider myself to be loyal.

That being said, a cheater will always be a cheater.

Want to prove me wrong?  Show me what you got.

growth

I've decided to start taking better care of myself.  I seem to have a greater concern for others that I often forget to take care of myself.

Good things have come about from the summer.  Met new people, reconnected with others - it's been refreshing.  

A year ago, I was nothing like who I am today.  I was too complacent, nor did I really care too much about my image.  Now, I've learned to love myself - though, I may have veered off every once in a while, I think I'm more aware of my intentions and where I should be at this point in my life.  

At one point, I lost faith in love, but God has provided wonderful people to share His unending love with me.  I'm a bit nervous for this next leap of faith; however, I know God is in full control.  I'm going to step out from the driver's seat and just cruise alongside.  

change

I've been away for quite some time.  

I haven't written much in a long time.  Perhaps it's been an escape from reality.  I write what I feel and what is real; therefore, I think that if I don't write, I won't have to face reality.  

I think it's time to stop running.

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